F. Jason Whitaker Writer

Grass growing tall and green, The places I've seen, Walking around the towns I've lived, But now only in my memories. After dark you brought me there, To the place we met during the day. I was in your mouth, My mind trying to focus But I wasn't able to finish Those times you met me. You were so old but I've been with Older men since Those nights you spent On your knees in front of me.

Have you seen my stick, It's pink and sometimes hard, I post because I'm not ashamed of it. You can hold me if you ask Though I might say no still. If it's stiff it doesn't mean I'm interested, I'm not going to say when But if I want to be with you I hope you'll know when. Hard and ready am I, I've not been with a guy in years So please take it slow When proceeding to Enter me.

Last night I had vivid dreams, This morning these dreams Faded with the sunrise. I feel insecure most of the time, But sometimes I become so bold As to post video of my... I linger here in this moment, Looking back upon past moments While the day keeps moving forward, I'm single but I'm ready for someone Who can take my... And satisfy my longing. I'm here alone dreaming of someone, But I don't know him yet.

  Monday, March 31, 2025 https://fjasonwhitakerwriter.blogspot.com/ https://fjasonwhitaker.blogspot.com/ I've posted poems on the blogs above. Please consider sharing my blogs.  I'm not going anywhere today or tomorrow. I have plans for Wednesday.  I don't know what I'm doing today and tomorrow. I ordered 2 bedspreads and a sheet set from Ikea....

Late night, Movie on streaming. Times waiting, Never dating. I followed you But don't watch your videos. Hours passing Waiting for dreams I'm not ready to sleep But I'm too tired To do much else.

Night  Tired yet not Ready for sleep. Thoughts Random unheard of Sometimes deep.

  Sunday, March 30, 2025 I stayed home today because the forecast called for thunderstorms and  because I was so tired from yesterday. I've written more poems today. I'm planning to make a zine with short stories and poetry. I'm considering a monthly zine. I'm not planning to go anywhere tomorrow due to possible thunderstorms. I do have plans for the rest of this week. I'm hopeful that I'll have a boyfriend soon. I made a new friend yesterday. I'm cooking at the moment. I'm still uncertain about everything...