F. Jason Whitaker Writer

I've been here too long, It's like the same irritating song, Nothing has changed But everything is different. I've lost so much I don't know where to begin. I'm trapped in this nightmare.

I'm just drifting through Each day another day To reach the end to As I'm dreaming of  Better days to come And the many days That have been that I miss the most...

It's another day alone here, Missing her, Missing those days and nights. I recall the moments We spent in that house, Now I'm many miles away from The house we called home And you're not far from me now But you're in the ground.

I am nowhere familiar, These days unfamiliar, I'm certain of nothing, Days gone I'm remembering, I'm just being in this moment of Day to day living. Last year everything was different, It wasn't great but I miss those days, Last year everything changed in one day And now I'm here waiting For what's next to be... Waiting for my life to truly begin But for now I'm in this in-between...