F. Jason Whitaker Writer

I've been wrestling with myself, I've been debating with myself, Life has been a day to day Getting through each moment Looking forward to the hope of the unknown Future days I've been waiting for All of these days and nights Alone wishing I could have What I once had For the rest of my life.

I've got no place to be, Stuck where I've been, Remembering a time When things weren't perfect But those times are now How I spend my moments Thinking about...

Sometimes I dream  Seems so real But in the morning I open my eyes To the nightmare Which is my life. In the silence between I want to scream About all of these things  I'm restless about. Suddenly I'm nowhere Wishing I was somewhere, Alone on my own Thinking how I need someone To be a part of my life.

I'm on Summer waiting for tomorrow, Sun is shining and I've been better. Come on changes take me from here I'm ready to move on but each day I'm still Remaining here waiting.

I'm in the middle of somewhere in-between, I can't recall how long it has been Since I had those days I now miss. Waiting for a tomorrow I feel helpless and alone, Dreaming of the possible I miss what was While longing for What could be someday...

It's almost summer  I'm almost moving I'm ready to go I'm ready to know Something more Than this miserable place.