F. Jason Whitaker Writer

I woke early to find another day No change to the routine Of these many months.

Monday, February 16, 2026 It's another Monday. I'm still stuck in this place. I walked to a few places today: Tropical smoothie Cafe, Circle k, and Taco Bell. I have a senior roommate that goes to bed before 8 and makes so much noise in bed including kicking and hitting the wall. He also smells horrible because he never showers. He makes the room stink. I have no one to and I'm on my own here. I can go walk to nearby places but there's nothing to walk to nearby except fast food places etc... My caseworkers don't tell me anything. They almost never respond when I text them. I think they're ok planning to leave me in this place. They need to place me in either an apartment alone or at least a room to myself.  I don't know why I'm in a room with an old man. I'm going to play bingo Wednesday morning. My anxiety is too much. I'm looking forward to Saturday. My birthday is March 15th and I'm certain I'll not receive any gifts like usual. How mu...

Sunday, February 15, 2026 It's been awhile since I've posted on here. My goal is to begin posting each day on a daily basis. I may not always have much to say. I don't know what to write in regards to what I've been doing because I don't know how far back to go... I'm still here in DSS custody waiting for my benefits. I'm in a facility in Wellford SC. I found a ride to church today. It rained most of the day. I was at my friend's house when it snowed. I've stayed at his house a couple of times so far and I'm staying there again this weekend. I hate being here in the middle of nowhere. I don't know what to think about my situation. My DSS caseworker is no longer my caseworker and her supervisor is now my caseworker. She just told me they're understaffed so I'm thinking I'm going to be forgotten about. I've been told so many things while I've been in DSS custody that I don't know what to believe. I plan to go somewhere t...

Wednesday, January 28, 2026 It's hot in the room I'm living in while I'm in DSS custody waiting for my benefits.  I went to a few places today. I'm going somewhere this weekend. It's like a very bad dream these times. I'm stuck here in this facility. I need things to change soon...

In memory, mixed with dreams, I linger on seconds of days and nights. He was a stranger passing through, our two paths crossed but for one night. A brief portion of one night. We spoke about filmmaking. We chatted. The details of our conversation is now a blur. The moments after the conversation have overshadowed the conversation. We kissed. Our lips met. He urged me to take it slow when I reached for the Zipper of his jeans. I was eager and horny. We kissed. We talked and I joked. The precise details of what came between the conversation and the action of me lowering down in front of his body remains a mystery to this day. His cock. Uncircumcised. He told me to pull back the foreskin. I have not had much experience with uncircumcised guys. I pulled down on the tip of his penis until his foreskin was pulled down. It was beautiful. It was clean. I couldn't resist. It was in my mouth. It tasted great. I wanted to continue sucking his dick. I kept sucking until he spasmed and shot his...

Thursday, January 22, 2025 I'm still here in this facility in the middle of nowhere, in DSS custody waiting for my benefits, and I'm tired of being in a facility in DSS custody. There's supposed to be winter weather here this weekend. My Xbox series x arrived today. I need things to get better soon...