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Thursday, February 19, 2026

Thursday, February 19, 2026 I found out today that I have a mutant gene that caused my Autism and other things. I stayed here all day. I have not been feeling well. I'm anxious and depressed. I have no idea what DSS is doing. I have no idea why it's taking so long for them to approve my benefits. I need my benefits and I need to move on and forward with my life. I'm uncertain about what I'm doing tomorrow. Saturday and Sunday I have plans...

Wednesday, February 18, 2026

Wednesday, February 18, 2026 Wednesday. I went to CVS and Food Lion this morning. I also went and played bingo. I didn't win. I had 2 donuts and a cup of coffee. I came back to the facility and I slept off and on the rest of the day. I'm tired of being in DSS custody. I'm tired of being stuck here in the middle of nowhere with almost nothing to do...

place

One more time to consider The moments once had But now sorrow has come And left me alone In an unfamiliar place.

forever

Summer came Summer went Left me alone With my tears. My fears gathered As snow fell And days passed Reminding me Nothing lasts Forever...

Tuesday, February 17, 2026

Tuesday, February 17, 2026 I'm going to go play bingo tomorrow morning. I'm miserable here. I borrowed the Mafia Xbox game from the library the last time I was there and I've been playing it. I have no idea what else I'm doing tomorrow. Saturday Gary is picking me up and I'll return here Sunday night. I miss my life from before...

uncertain

I've been abandoned  Left alone  No one here to help me. I'm stuck in the middle of nowhere Watching time Like a show that never changes... Each day feels the same No matter what I do I'm on my own Here waiting for the uncertain.

another day

I woke early to find another day No change to the routine Of these many months.