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- November 07, 2025

Counting the minutes

After

Counting the hours

I'm waiting

Watching time passing

As the moment

I've been waiting for

Gets closer to being

This moment I'm living in...

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Friday, January 17, 2025

- January 17, 2025

Friday, January 17, 2025 It appears that TikTok will be banned in the next few days. This shows how the government of the US is not a democracy. Why are politicians afraid of the people having a platform to share our thoughts? People keep saying how great Biden was but if he was so great he would not have signed into law a ban on the voices of the people of this country. F$%K Biden. I was on a dating app and I matched with someone. We started a conversation and I thought things were going well and then they blocked me. Is it possible for me to meet a real person who I'm attracted to who's attracted to me? I've had a few dreams that included the band Twenty one pilots. I love the band. I need someone to share my day to day life with, someone to cuddle with, and someone to have sex with... I have to be attracted to this person. If I'm not attracted to them we could still be friends but nothing beyond friends. I feel weird about my body. I feel very unattractive. I wonder...

Alone

- May 09, 2025

Woke up alone again, another morning of solitude aware of my isolation.

Thursday, April 24, 2025

- April 24, 2025

Thursday, April 24, 2025 Thursday. I've eaten breakfast and have completed my daily sweepstakes and instant win games. I'm considering what I'm doing today. I need to go through my stuff as though I'm moving because I need to be ready for when the time comes. I am attending the D&D program at the library in my community tomorrow evening. I'm alone and anxious. I'm uncertain of what to do. I have ideas but I don't have the resources to accomplish anything. I don't know how to get things done. I would like to travel. I like the idea of buying a large Uhaul truck and a small towable camper. I would utilize the Uhaul for storage and live in the camper. I would not move often but every so often. I could travel the country and visit people I've met in my life. I would love to have the above and a remote job. I could do photography and video as I travel. I could work on my writing. I could find places to do stand-up comedy. I would buy an electric bi...