Monday, October 27, 2025

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 Monday, October 27, 2025




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Monday, October 27, 2025

It's been a long day. It's Monday night.

I'm wondering how much longer I will be here in this facility.

I miss my mom. It's strange the thought of her not being there. I wish I could have her back.

I'm thinking about life after this place and I'm anxious about all of the details that I don't know...

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