hearts

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Filtered light through autumn leaves
Rain pours and I remain
Inside waiting for something to change.
What is this I'm feeling so deep
It's a longing for something I've never had...
Love it grows inside
It shows in the growth outward
Rising to meet the one
The love to be the rest of my life
I'm finding myself in you
You shall find yourself in me again
I need your seed and you need my seed
Our love shall grow up like a garden
In between our hearts beating as one.

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