missing

I'm feeling so much at once

Left home to be stuck

In-between I'm waiting 

For what some call luck.

I don't know if I give a duck

I buck trends to render each day 

Like a maze with random things.

I'm not simple, I'm complicated,

I miss so much that has been taken

I'm looking forward but I remember

The days and nights that were 

My life before things fell apart,

Do you know what I've been through?