Sunday August 24, 2025

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Sunday August 24, 2025

It's a new week and a new day. I'm still here at this place. I'm feeling like I want to go back to sleep. 

My friend Gary is out of town but will be back in town for us to go to the LGBTQ support group at FBC.

The meeting with my caseworkers is in a couple of days. My hope is that they will support my goal of moving back to California. I'm looking forward to being back in California.


I'm planning on watching the Livestream of Christ Chapel of the Valley. My church in North Hollywood. My hope is that I will be able to move to North Hollywood. 

If my mom were alive or if I had all of my things I would hesitate about moving back.


I'm tired of being here.

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