Thursday, February 20, 2025

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  Thursday, February 20, 2025


I went to the library in my community this morning for the final time for a program about eating healthy. It was a cold ride there and a cold damp ride home. I felt the freezing rain.


I was planning to go to the Queer Collective at the center tomorrow evening but it's going to be very cold,


I Need a home. I need my first career and my first boyfriend. I need to figure out what to do with my life. 


It's cold and I feel like going back to bed.

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