F. Jason Whitaker Writer

Last year is gone She is gone  Now I'm trying To move forward Her dying left me Broken I'm just here Trying to move on But these days of waiting Feel so along and alone With my thoughts of The things that occurred And the regret for the things I messed up.

Days of long ago I was there with you But you may not remember me. I loved you You meant so much to me  But you went your own direction But I remember holding your erection Having you in my mouth. I can see you From those moments We shared in your bed And so many places We kissed  And sometimes You squeezed my cock while sitting in the van.

Sometimes I see you in memory, I could hold you once more In my mind I rewind time to Find you again and remember the way You were before You changed before the end. You were everything to me I never knew how it would Ruin me to lose you But now I'm here Missing you every hour I'm recalling the days gone.