F. Jason Whitaker Writer

  Saturday, March 08, 2025 I'm tired. I've been awake since 6 AM. I went to the museum for the disability pride day. There were a bunch of organizations with information.  I went by afterwards for a free lunch. I played bingo but I didn't win. I came home and took a nap. I'm watching the recent episode of The Pitt. I'm going to watch the new episode of The White Lotus next, I don't have plans tomorrow but I have plans for the rest of next week.  I hope that things will get better for me soon.

  Friday, March 07, 2025 Friday. I walked to what I thought was an event today but it turned out I had the wrong date. I have no idea when it will take place but I'm not going to worry about it. Tomorrow morning I'm to the museum near the town across the river from my community. I'm planning to go by for a free lunch afterwards. I'm tired. I don't know what to do but I feel like doing nothing.

  Thursday, March 06, 2025 I'm tired. I went to sleep late yesterday because I watched the newest episode of The Pit and White Lotus. It was sometime after 2. I woke up early to complete my daily sweepstakes and instant win games. I'm going to a couple of places on Saturday. I have plans next week but I don't know what they are since I haven't thought about next week yet. I keep thinking about my future. I constantly think about my past. I dream about how things could have been and how things could become. I want to have my first boyfriend. I don't want to have sex with random guys especially old men. I need to go through all of my stuff get rid of things. I hope to be able to sell some of these things. If I had money I know what I'd do but I don't have money so I don't know what I'm doing. My birthday is March 15th. Please consider helping me.

  Wednesday, March 05, 2025 Wednesday. Rain. Wind. Tornado warning. I woke up early and couldn't get back to sleep. Someone is taking me to pick up some produce today. I don't know what else I'm doing today. I plan to begin going through my stuff and getting rid of things. I need to sell whatever I can to raise funds for my future. I have ideas for things I'd like to do if I had the money. I'm considering plans for tomorrow morning. I have plans for Saturday. I think I'll need to take a nap sometime today. I feel like I'm waiting for the unknown to happen. I feel tired and anxious. I would like to have a career and my first boyfriend. I don't believe I'll ever have either one. I played bingo yesterday and I won a candle warmer which I traded the person across from me for a candle. I picked up my free sandwich on the way home but I had to get a ride because the chain on my bicycle kept coming off. The person who picked me up took the bike to a shop to...

  Tuesday, March 04, 2025 Tuesday. I have a meeting at the library in my community today and then I'm playing Mardi Gra Bingo at the library. I'm going to a sandwich shop for a free sandwich afterwards. It's difficult seeing the US turning into a dictatorship with the worst people possible in charge. Things were never perfect but now things are horrible. Tomorrow I'm going after some produce. I am considering going to the classic movie program at the library in my community on Thursday. I have plans for Saturday morning. I haven't looked at next week yet. I've completed my daily sweepstakes and instant win games for the day.  I'm uncertain about what will happen next.  I'm anxious about the future. I'm nervous about what to do. I'm uncertain if anyone reads my blog.

   Monday, March 03, 2025 I attended the dinner at the center yesterday. Today I'm staying home. Tomorrow I'm going to a Mardi Gra Bingo at the library in my community. I have more plans for this week. My birthday is March 15th. I'm wondering how I'll get through the rest of the year and the next 3 years. I'm wondering how I'm going to do anything.  I'm uncertain about everything and most of the time I don't feel like doing anything. I want to do much but then I wonder why should I do anything. I want a boyfriend. If you want to be my boyfriend please get to know me by spending time with me.  I want to travel and go camping and go on road trips. I need a boyfriend to show me places. MONDAY. March 03. 2025.

  Sunday, March 02, 2025 Sunday. I'm going to a dinner at the center this evening. Last night I attended the Queer Game Night. The person who hosts the game night gave me a vase of flowers and a card. I went to bed late last night. I have plans this week. I'm planning to go through my stuff and get ready as though I'm moving so I'm more ready for when I'll have to move. I don't know where I'll move because I don't know where I'll go. I met someone last night who I plan on playing video games with soon. These days don't feel real.  I feel uncertain about everything. I feel like going back to bed. I also want to go to the dinner this evening...

  Saturday, March 01, 2025 Saturday. It doesn't feel real.  I went to a program at the library in my community. There were cupcakes and brownies and popcorn. I went by Tropical Smoothie Cafe on the way home and redeemed the T-mobile Tuesday reward. I'm going to the Queer Game Night this evening. Tomorrow evening I'm planning to attend the dinner. I'm on the Archer dating app but I don't think anything will result from it. I wish that I a boyfriend who would take me on road trips and vacations. I'd like to go camping. I want sex again but only if it's in a relationship. I've considered meeting guys for sex alone but I don't think I could do that again. If someone were attracted to me I'd like to know. You would have to tell me because I won't pick up on anything subtle. I'm uncertain about this year and my future. I have more plans for next week starting tomorrow...