Wednesday, March 27, 2024

- March 27, 2024

I was thinking about sex. I was thinking about the idea of sex.

I've had sex.

I was thinking about my penis inside of a guy. A part of me was inside of his body. I like the feeling of being inside of him. I like the feeling of my penis pulling out of him and going back inside of him.

I also like the feeling of his penis going inside of me. I like the feeling as the tip penetrates me.

I think back to the times I've had sex.

I think back to the times I've sucked a dick or had someone suck my dick.

I remember times when older men would suck my cock. I would, at times, look at them as they consumed me. I would watch their head go up and down. I would watch my cock as they took it into their mouth.

I recall being beneath a guy. I wrapped my legs around his body. His penis was inside of me. I pulled my body against his body because I wanted him.

There have only been a few times in which I wanted the guy I was with. The old men I only wanted them to suck my cock and leave. The guys my age who I was attracted to I wanted more. I wanted a relationship but I had no idea how to begin a relationship with anyone. I was afraid of rejection because I'd asked a couple of guys to be more than friends.

I like being next to a guy I am attracted to. I like to play with his nipples. I enjoy licking and kissing his body. I like nibbling on his ears. I enjoy sex.

I miss sex. I want sex and I want a relationship.

The problem is finding a guy who I am attracted to who is attracted to me.

How do you know you are attracted to someone?

I have a mental checklist, not a complete checklist at the moment, but things I would look for in a potential boyfriend.

I would need to want to spend time with him.

I would have to want to have sex with him.

There are other things I look for in a guy.

I could never know if I was attracted to a guy until I spent time with him.