Wednesday, November 29, 2017 (Series 2) (Part Five)

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I watched a show yesterday that made me sad. Not depressed. Just sad.


I was sad the rest of the day. Most of the time I avoid things that would make me sad because I will be sad for at least the rest of the day.


There's something about going to sleep at night, dreaming, and waking up a new person. I mean refreshed. I mean renewed.


For me that middle section, the dreams, is the most exciting part of my life. In my dreams I am surrounded by people, I go places, and I have a life. In the other parts of my days I do not.


Sometimes I look forward to dreaming all day.

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