Tuesday, November 21, 2017 (Part Sixteen)

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My parents have this idea that he's just a friend. This is my fault. I was going to introduce him as my boyfriend. I was going to come out and introduce my parents to my boyfriend in one sentence. I did not.


He is seated next to me. From time to time he sneaks a hand beneath the table. He touches my leg. Sometimes, for a brief moment, his hand lands upon my penis. It's hard. It has been hard since I sat down. I was able to keep it down up until that point.


The rolls are being passed. The turkey sits waiting to be carved. I sit waiting to have the courage to come out.

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