Monday, November 20, 2017 (Part Fifteen)

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It's Thanksgiving morning. I have decided that today will be the day. I will tell my parents about everything. Well, maybe not everything.


I sit in my room. In my mind I rehearse what I will say and how they might react.


I am nervous. I already told him. I know that I still have not named him here. What does that mean?


I pace uncertain. I want to get it all over. 



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