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Wednesday, May 07, 2025

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  Wednesday, May 07, 2025 https://gofund.me/e25a1148 https://filmmakerjasonwhit.wixsite.com/photo https://filmmakerjasonwhit.wixsite.com/writer https://filmmakerjasonwhit.wixsite.com/photo2 Wednesday morning. I'm considering going to the DMV to obtain a free ID. I'm planning to go by Krispy Kreme for a free donut. I remember meeting the few guys that I was attracted to and wishing I could meet them again. I liked spending time with them. It's not just getting my dick sucked or topping or bottoming a cute guy. It's about spending time with a guy who I'm comfortable with and enjoy being around. Will I ever have a first career. I keep applying and I almost never get an interview. I have no idea what I'm doing. I keep thinking that tomorrow will be the day in which things begin to work out. I'm tired. I do not have much energy left. I am not motivated to do anything most days. I feel self conscious and uncertain about myself. I wonder if I'll ever have a fi...
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Tuesday, May 06, 2025

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 Tuesday, May 06, 2025 https://gofund.me/3ed6347b Tuesday. I didn't get the job at the bowling alley. I'm doing some laundry. I don't plan to go anywhere today. I'm considering what else I should do today. I have plans for the rest of the week but my plans could change due to the weather. These hours alone I think about things. I think about the future and the past. I hope things will improve soon...
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Monday, May 05, 2025

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  Monday, May 05, 2025 https://gofund.me/640c6c99 Monday. I have my interview today at the bowling alley. It's not a specific time but anytime during a certain hour. I'm unsure of myself. I have some ideas and goals. There are things I would like to do but I don't have the money or resources for anything. I will continue to apply to job openings. I have plans for this week but I don't know what the weather will be like...
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Sunday, May 04,2025

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  Sunday, May 04,2025 Sunday. https://gofund.me/df4bc34d I went to the Queer Game night yesterday. I'm planning to attend the dinner this evening. Last night I had a difficult time going to sleep. I woke up several times.  I have lunch plans. I have plans for this week.
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Saturday, May 03, 2025

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  Saturday, May 03, 2025 https://gofund.me/9e9e0300 Saturday. I woke up later than usual this morning. I'm going to the Queer Game Night this evening. I have a ride. I'm planning to attend the dinner tomorrow evening. I have a job interview at a bowling alley on Monday. I'm uncertain about everything. I need a place to live. I want my first career. I need my first boyfriend. I feel weird about my body and my appearance. I feel weird about myself. I often look in the mirror and see someone that isn't me. I have a penis. I have these varying feelings towards my dick. I'm not getting rid of it but sometimes I have this feeling that's difficult to describe. I look at it and touch it and I feel as though it's foreign to me. I'm open to dating if a guy were to ask me. I want a boyfriend, a LTR. I don't want to be with someone I'm not attracted to and someone I'm comfortable with.. I've had so many experiences and some were very unique expe...
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It's early I know But I want to tell you  How I've felt all of these years. I touched you there, You had your mouth there, It felt too good  To have only been  One time together  Those years ago...
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Friday, May 02, 2025

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  Friday, May 02, 2025 Friday. https://gofund.me/a7630994 I picked up free flowers from Lowe's this morning. Tomorrow evening I'm going to the Queer Game Night. Sunday I'm planning to go a dinner in the evening.  I've applied to so many different jobs over the last few days. I doubt I'll get any of them. I'm anxious about the future.
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