F. Jason Whitaker Writer

Late night I'm thinking Sinking deeper within, Images in mind Of when I was there With you. We had our routines I recall the way Our day typically began And how the nights went Living in my mind Moments of time Projected again and again As I keep searching for Anything that reminds me of you.

I'm feeling so much at once Left home to be stuck In-between I'm waiting  For what some call luck. I don't know if I give a duck I buck trends to render each day  Like a maze with random things. I'm not simple, I'm complicated, I miss so much that has been taken I'm looking forward but I remember The days and nights that were  My life before things fell apart, Do you know what I've been through?

All the things in my head, Memories of times gone Memories of books I read I'm going through this alone  Have you heard the things I've said. I'm not here to make you anything I'm just looking for help While my entire world is Falling apart.

I'm remembering so much at once Memories of times over years Expanding in my mind, I'm experiencing again So many times from my life All at once In my head.

I'm not going anywhere today, Stuck in this place again, I miss everything I had, I miss my life before this... I've been here for months Waiting for something else, These days alone dreaming Of what's possible ahead  While remembering her  And those times we shared.

Let's not pretend You were not aware Of the things you did To me. I lost everything While you Played your games With my life.