F. Jason Whitaker Writer

 Monday, January 20, 2025 Today is a day of mourning as this country moves closer to being a dictatorship. I'm anxious about what's going to happen next. I have plans for this week. It's cold today and this week. I had several strange and vivid dreams. I feel tired. I need to get something done today because I feel like I never get anything done. I want to find my first boyfriend soon.

 Sunday, January 19, 2025 I went to Queer Game Night last night. There were 2 cute guys there last night. We played the Ticket to Ride Europe game I received for Christmas. I need to read the rules a few times before I play it again. I stayed in bed late today and I feel like going back to bed. I believe if the TikTok ban is not done away with then we should revolt. We should stop the silencing of our voices by the rich and powerful who run the country. I'm open to any guy asking me on dates. I'm single and ready for my first boyfriend. Please don't be shy. I'm not interested in older men, older generations. I'm open to being friends with the older generations. I sat by one of them last night. I don't want to have a romantic relationship with someone of those older generations. I don't know what I'll do the rest of this day. I want to work on my writing. I'm looking to begin my first career. It's not going to be easy for me considering I'm Au...

 Saturday, January 18, 2025 Yesterday while riding my new bicycle to the Queer Collective program I was reminded of the fact that I live in a rural state with a large population of naive people. Most of the time I miss living in a city. This evening I'm attending the Queer Game Night. It rained today so it will be damp and cold tonight. I plan to begin writing on a daily basis but I don't know when I'll start. I keep entering sweepstakes for houses with the hope of winning a home so that I will not be homeless in the future. My new bicycle is perfect for my longer bike rides. I hope to figure something in regards to my first career soon...

 Friday, January 17, 2025 It appears that TikTok will be banned in the next few days. This shows how the government of the US is not a democracy. Why are politicians afraid of the people having a platform to share our thoughts? People keep saying how great Biden was but if he was so great he would not have signed into law a ban on the voices of the people of this country. F$%K Biden. I was on a dating app and I matched with someone. We started a conversation and I thought things were going well and then they blocked me. Is it possible for me to meet a real person who I'm attracted to who's attracted to me? I've had a few dreams that included the band Twenty one pilots. I love the band. I need someone to share my day to day life with, someone to cuddle with, and someone to have sex with... I have to be attracted to this person. If I'm not attracted to them we could still be friends but nothing beyond friends. I feel weird about my body. I feel very unattractive. I wonder...

 Thursday, January 16, 2025 I'm trying to figure out what to do with my life. I am considering writing each day.  I'm considering going somewhere tomorrow evening and Saturday evening. I don't if I will go anywhere tomorrow or Saturday because of the weather. I haven't done much today because I didn't have the energy to do anything more...

  Wednesday, January 15, 2025 I was given a new bicycle today. I'm uncertain about my plans for the next few days due to potential rain. I've exercised at home today and I plan to exercise more this evening. I need to do something with my writing. I also need to do something with my photography and video. I hope to find my first boyfriend soon. I have been entering to win the HGTV house but I don't think I'll ever win a house. Ì feel like going to bed but I want to get something done before I go to bed.