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Saturday, April 05, 2025

  Saturday, April 05, 2025 It's Saturday and I have plans for today. I'm going to a program at 2 and then I will go to the Queer Game Night. I'm planning on going to the dinner tomorrow. I have no idea what else I'm doing next week. I often look back on the times when I would meet guys from the internet. Many of these guys were older men who'd suck my dick. There were some who were my age. There were a few who I was attracted to and I'd been open to a relationship with if I had thought that a relationship was an option. I have never had a boyfriend. I want my first boyfriend. There are some things I need to get done but it's just overwhelming. I don't know what I'm doing. I just drift through each day hoping that tomorrow will be better.

routine

Routine is my drug, A pattern for my day.

Another Day

Alarms, Early morning, Dreams vivid Light through curtains Time to begin another day.

Eary

Early morning rising, Solitary sleeper, Solitary dreamer, Waking before sunrise I consider all that's possible  And I consider all that's probable.

Friday, April 04, 2025

  Friday, April 04, 2025 I went to Lowes this morning for a free reward through the rewards program. I received a small Lowes bucket with a dog plush and 2 pins. I went to Aldis tu utilize the gift card that I won. I bought 2 sets of food storage containers. I'm going to 2 places tomorrow. I hope that the weather will be nice tomorrow and Sunday. I'm expecting a Squishmallow and an old cartoon on DVD to be delivered today. It's warm and I'm trying to work towards organizing my stuff...

Together

Do you remember me? Do you remember Those nights we spent Together in your room?

Ago

I'm waking up to a new day, Can't get yesterday Off of my mind. I find these hours Spent recalling the times We shared those years ago.