F. Jason Whitaker Writer

             This blog is continued on my Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 Please visit and share my Gofundme. https://gofund.me/d8706bba Please purchase and read my books of poetry: https://amzn.to/3SBfKtX https://amzn.to/3YNGb3k Tuesday, July 01, 2025 Today has been stressful. I had to take a nap...

            This blog is continued on my Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 Please visit and share my Gofundme. https://gofund.me/d8706bba Please purchase and read my books of poetry: https://amzn.to/3SBfKtX https://amzn.to/3YNGb3k Monday, June 30, 2025 I became overwhelmed last night thinking about the fact that they lock the door of the houses at night. I was able to get to sleep and I woke up not so late. I feel tired now. I don't feel like doing anything....

I hold on to memories  I feel the moments I'm there but never there Just a glimpse of What once was Holding onto something I lost on my way here.

These tears I hold back At the edges of my eyes  Remind me  Of the times To come To change my life In ways I'm not yet aware of... I hold it in Deep down inside Trying to hide  From the pain inside As things keep happening To me...

Save me I need you To save me From those who would End me. I'm alone In this world  Wondering How I will keep going When she has breathed Her last breath...

Summer day  I pretend to know  What deep inside is  Hidden within A puzzle inside  A maze I hide With all of the things I wanted to forget But those things  Those memories  Never went away...