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one night together

In memory, mixed with dreams, I linger on seconds of days and nights. He was a stranger passing through, our two paths crossed but for one night. A brief portion of one night. We spoke about filmmaking. We chatted. The details of our conversation is now a blur. The moments after the conversation have overshadowed the conversation. We kissed. Our lips met. He urged me to take it slow when I reached for the Zipper of his jeans. I was eager and horny. We kissed. We talked and I joked. The precise details of what came between the conversation and the action of me lowering down in front of his body remains a mystery to this day. His cock. Uncircumcised. He told me to pull back the foreskin. I have not had much experience with uncircumcised guys. I pulled down on the tip of his penis until his foreskin was pulled down. It was beautiful. It was clean. I couldn't resist. It was in my mouth. It tasted great. I wanted to continue sucking his dick. I kept sucking until he spasmed and shot his...

Thursday, January 22, 2025

Thursday, January 22, 2025 I'm still here in this facility in the middle of nowhere, in DSS custody waiting for my benefits, and I'm tired of being in a facility in DSS custody. There's supposed to be winter weather here this weekend. My Xbox series x arrived today. I need things to get better soon...

you

I feel vibrations Music through  Your body. I'm finding myself In the moments I spend with you.

moment

Sometimes I can feel the years of my life In a moment, a feeling, in flashes Of moments over time.

space

Room is hot Stripped down To nothing Still warm But comfortable. I'm naked Sleeping In a strange place Waiting for that day I'll have my own space...

nowhere

I don't even know where I'm going I don't have a clue to what tomorrow Will be when I'm drifting through Like a lost ship at sea. I'm not going anywhere at the moment Stuck in-between in nowhere, I'm waiting to be told I can now go somewhere I've been dreaming of being there again Since I left there so many years ago.

pieces

I'm falling into pieces My Life crumbled Into pieces.