F. Jason Whitaker Writer

Someday soon I'll have a home again  But for now I'm in-between. I've seen places far from here, Spaces I've been I remember still. I feel the experiences of All of my life. These days in this place I feel the pain of losing everything. Sometimes I dream of before, Before my heart broke in two. Someday I'll live again But for now I'm in-between...

The sun is high In the sky Days like these Keep reminding me I've been places Outside of these walls And someday soon I'll be moving on To a new home After leaving home Weeks ago.

Early morning sun flowing over the mountain there as I remember The things I've lost And it's so much pain. I wish I could live Just one day Forever I'd live That day with you again.

I'm just lonely looking for love Have these moments of clarity, I miss my home and spending time With her. She's gone but I remember So many times We spent together.

  This blog is continued on my Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 Please visit and share my Gofundme. https://gofund.me/d8706bba Please purchase and read my books of poetry: https://amzn.to/3SBfKtX https://amzn.to/3YNGb3k Thursday, July 24, 2025 These past couple of months have been a nightmare. Taken from my home. I was told to pack for a couple of days. I was told that none of my things would be thrown out without me knowing. So many lies have been told to me since being in DSS custody. The money in the house that she had saved for years for me was stolen. Most of my things are being stolen or thrown away. A friend of mine has some of my clothes. I should have my own apartment soon unless that's another lie. I will need help replacing the things stolen from me. Im stuck here in Greenville County South Carolina at the Ruby Donald assisted living facility....

I hear your voice  But I'll never hear Your voice again. I wish MW Were in the ground  Instead of you It's you I need Not an enemy Stealing everything From me.

I'm in this place  A space that can never replace The place I called home. I'm falling through this space It's a race to find A new space to Call home.

I never knew those hours  Would be our last Hours we'd spend Together. I have so many things I wish I could say to you  But you're gone  And I'm left alone With no one  To talk with...

It's strange how things change, I was taken from my home And my only family, A thief and a liar Took all I had Tried to convince me He was helping me But he's the one Who stole my money, He's the one who stole everything I had...

A breeze is blowing I feel no need to continue Things as I did before, Everything I loved Is now gone And I'm hoping To find the life I never had before.

All of these hours I think of you, Never knew it'd be this way Without you, I'm on my own A thief has stolen All I once had, I'm often sad And I hope this thief Finds his grave Someday soon.

I am alone wishing I could  Go back again And live all of those years Again Just to spend More time with you.

I listen for your voice In memory vivid. I see you when I remember Times we shared Through the years. Now all I have Of you Are these memories I want to live again.

I'm alone You're gone. No one to say good night to  No one to say good morning to. I miss you telling me Stories of your life.

       This blog is continued on my Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 Please visit and share my Gofundme. https://gofund.me/d8706bba Please purchase and read my books of poetry: https://amzn.to/3SBfKtX https://amzn.to/3YNGb3k Thursday, July 17, 2025 I'm still here at the Ruby Donald assisted living facility in Greenville County South Carolina. Some things have changed since I posted the last time. My only family member has passed away. I'm alone. I've had most of my belongings stolen or thrown away. I've had a large amount of money stolen from me. All of this happened since I've been in DSS custody. The older couple brought my bicycle to me this morning. My case manager from Brightstart came to visit me today. I don't know how soon it'll happen but I will have my own apartment soon...

These dreams vivid And strange Arranged this night People I might have met In my life Are so real  Everything is surreal. I feel these emotions As I recall what occurred While I was asleep.

Alone in my bed After 3 Am I take a deep breath, I think of you I think of the times We had.

No more family left  I'm a solitary traveler  In this life  Looking for someone  And something more.

I woke up from a dream of you, Never thought I'd not Be able to tell you  But here I am alone  Without you.

I've never been this alone  I've always had you But now you're in the ground And I'm alone  Missing you Wishing he was where you are So you could be here still.

         This blog is continued on my Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 Please visit and share my Gofundme. https://gofund.me/d8706bba Please purchase and read my books of poetry: https://amzn.to/3SBfKtX https://amzn.to/3YNGb3k Wednesday, July 02, 2025 I'm still here in Greenville County South Carolina at the Ruby Donald assisted living facility with the old people. The staff took me and others living here with them to Walmart...

             This blog is continued on my Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 Please visit and share my Gofundme. https://gofund.me/d8706bba Please purchase and read my books of poetry: https://amzn.to/3SBfKtX https://amzn.to/3YNGb3k Tuesday, July 01, 2025 Today has been stressful. I had to take a nap...