F. Jason Whitaker Writer

I am alone wishing I could  Go back again And live all of those years Again Just to spend More time with you.

I listen for your voice In memory vivid. I see you when I remember Times we shared Through the years. Now all I have Of you Are these memories I want to live again.

I'm alone You're gone. No one to say good night to  No one to say good morning to. I miss you telling me Stories of your life.

       This blog is continued on my Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 Please visit and share my Gofundme. https://gofund.me/d8706bba Please purchase and read my books of poetry: https://amzn.to/3SBfKtX https://amzn.to/3YNGb3k Thursday, July 17, 2025 I'm still here at the Ruby Donald assisted living facility in Greenville County South Carolina. Some things have changed since I posted the last time. My only family member has passed away. I'm alone. I've had most of my belongings stolen or thrown away. I've had a large amount of money stolen from me. All of this happened since I've been in DSS custody. The older couple brought my bicycle to me this morning. My case manager from Brightstart came to visit me today. I don't know how soon it'll happen but I will have my own apartment soon...

These dreams vivid And strange Arranged this night People I might have met In my life Are so real  Everything is surreal. I feel these emotions As I recall what occurred While I was asleep.

Alone in my bed After 3 Am I take a deep breath, I think of you I think of the times We had.

No more family left  I'm a solitary traveler  In this life  Looking for someone  And something more.

I woke up from a dream of you, Never thought I'd not Be able to tell you  But here I am alone  Without you.

I've never been this alone  I've always had you But now you're in the ground And I'm alone  Missing you Wishing he was where you are So you could be here still.

         This blog is continued on my Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 Please visit and share my Gofundme. https://gofund.me/d8706bba Please purchase and read my books of poetry: https://amzn.to/3SBfKtX https://amzn.to/3YNGb3k Wednesday, July 02, 2025 I'm still here in Greenville County South Carolina at the Ruby Donald assisted living facility with the old people. The staff took me and others living here with them to Walmart...

             This blog is continued on my Patreon. https://www.patreon.com/jason29171 Please visit and share my Gofundme. https://gofund.me/d8706bba Please purchase and read my books of poetry: https://amzn.to/3SBfKtX https://amzn.to/3YNGb3k Tuesday, July 01, 2025 Today has been stressful. I had to take a nap...