F. Jason Whitaker Writer

Routine is my drug, A pattern for my day.

Alarms, Early morning, Dreams vivid Light through curtains Time to begin another day.

Early morning rising, Solitary sleeper, Solitary dreamer, Waking before sunrise I consider all that's possible  And I consider all that's probable.

  Friday, April 04, 2025 I went to Lowes this morning for a free reward through the rewards program. I received a small Lowes bucket with a dog plush and 2 pins. I went to Aldis tu utilize the gift card that I won. I bought 2 sets of food storage containers. I'm going to 2 places tomorrow. I hope that the weather will be nice tomorrow and Sunday. I'm expecting a Squishmallow and an old cartoon on DVD to be delivered today. It's warm and I'm trying to work towards organizing my stuff...

Do you remember me? Do you remember Those nights we spent Together in your room?

I'm waking up to a new day, Can't get yesterday Off of my mind. I find these hours Spent recalling the times We shared those years ago.

These days I'm wondering What will happen tomorrow, I'm uncertain of The things to come.

  Thursday, August 03, 2025 I was considering going to a program at the library in my community this morning but I was too tired from yesterday. I'm planning to go somewhere tomorrow morning. Saturday is the Queer Game Night and another program somewhere else. Sunday is the dinner but I don't know if I'll be able to go because of the weather. I'm tired. I need to go through my stuff and organize it and downsize.  I'm planning to have a monthly zine soon. I have things to do but I'm too tired to do much of anything today...

  Wednesday April 02, 2025 It's early on a Wednesday morning. I've completed my daily sweepstakes and instant win games for the day including entry into the HGTV giveaway for a house in Texas. I'm awake early today because I'm going to the Autism program I attended last year. I'm up early because I have a ride to the event. I know that certain changes in my life are going to happen but I don't know how to deal with them. I don't think anyone reads my blogs. I want my first boyfriend soon but I don't see that happening. I want and need to find my first career but I'd have better odds of winning the lottery without buying a lottery ticket. I'm here in bed wondering what today will be like. I'm wondering what will happen next...

This month is my month, It's the month for anyone like me To remind anyone listening That we're Autistic year round.

I once met a guy named Peter, I shared my rhymes with him, We could have been more If only he wasn't afraid of being himself.

Today is just another day A day like most other days, I feel no different today But tomorrow will be a new day. I'm not going away, I'm not changing who I am, No matter what anyone says I'm here and I'm going to stay...

  Tuesday April 01, 2025 I had breakfast at Dunkin today. I'll post on my social videos of what I had including a free cold brew. I'm feeling tired. Tomorrow is going to be a long day with the Autism program. I will leave early in the morning. Saturday is the Queer Game Night.